I am lighting up another cigarette

I am lighting up another cigarette.
In your eyes, I’m doing all the wrong things,
I’m trying to forget the promises you made, stuff that stings.

Don’t think of smoking as a habit of mine,
I’m burying one pain under another and acting fine.

This is your thoughts running in my mind.
I’m just burning them and giving the inferno wind.

I’m in pain, heartbroken and shattered.
Result of being in love like nothing else mattered.

If you feel the pain, then come to me, get close,
Hold me for the first and last time, before I lose.

My eyes are moist, mind’s a mess.
I’m making others laugh, nonetheless.

I’ve lost my life, I draw regret.
I’m lighting up another cigarette

She.

She was my life.
My entire life.
Loved me when I was alive.
Kissing me with all she got.
She was the one .
She would love me forever
Forever she said.
But why did she kill me.
Not with a gun , not with a knife
Just her beauty killed me .
My love for her killed me.
She said she still loves me.
But she broke up.
And I died.

Fire.

Walking down the alley
But falling with the pain
It looks like a happy picture
But here the happiness, is just a game.
I hold  hands of my girlfriend with love in my heart.
She tricks it and says babe it was just an art.
She said she loved me she said that I am a dezire.
Oh lord she was the one who lit the fire.

HEART OVER BRAIN in the game OR Vise versa?

Life is an unexpected game,with impartial rules.
Its like a tremendous wave having crust and troughs.
All the joyful moments as well as the painful moments you have, can come through a single source. Maybe a single person.
Forgetting the one you wanna forget and thinking about the one you wanna think is the toughest all time job.
There are times when you can’t really control , you can’t really do what you want. There are times when our heart and our brain  resembles the two sides of a coin. 
You may fall in love
You may have a heartbreak
You may shatter.
You may not be able to focus
You may be confused.
The cheat codes of the game are :-
Learn.
Indulge.
Value.
Envade.

Live .