I am lighting up another cigarette

I am lighting up another cigarette.
In your eyes, I’m doing all the wrong things,
I’m trying to forget the promises you made, stuff that stings.

Don’t think of smoking as a habit of mine,
I’m burying one pain under another and acting fine.

This is your thoughts running in my mind.
I’m just burning them and giving the inferno wind.

I’m in pain, heartbroken and shattered.
Result of being in love like nothing else mattered.

If you feel the pain, then come to me, get close,
Hold me for the first and last time, before I lose.

My eyes are moist, mind’s a mess.
I’m making others laugh, nonetheless.

I’ve lost my life, I draw regret.
I’m lighting up another cigarette